There hasn't been much to say. There are times in life where you just need to keep moving, even if it means standing still for awhile.
So I've just been working. Keeping drawing on the backburner, waiting for the perfect moment to strike where I can no longer hold myself back any longer and I grab my tablet with vim and vigor, turn to my computer and sayBITCH, YOU BETTER GET READY TO BE DRAWN ON
and then proceed to draw for the next 10 hours.
Sadly, a lot of my projects I set out to accomplish take much longer than my motivation and determination lasts for.
But you come to realize that you can't get anywhere without fully devoting yourself to accomplishing your goal. You must continuously upkeep your determination and make sure it never fails.
Every day, every single free second that you have, you'll be devoting to that special thing.
Needless to say, I couldn't accomplish that. Not sure I even still can. My manga is a pipe dream that's completely reachable, and that's probably the most ironic part.
Doesn't mean I'll ever give up on it, though. I just need to stay determined.